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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

W.H.E.N .I.S. .O.U.R. .T.U.R.N.?

How will u answer a 4 yr old boy when his grandpa passed away? Reached the place with mom & suddenly mom managed to get a seat somewhere around the living room. & I was like..'hey..wad bout me eh?' nah..itz okey then as if it was her first time doin that.. so i straight went into one of the rooms where i believed that my sis & her kids were..cuz at that point of time the living room was crowded..

so here i came..aft lotsa shaking hands with ppl i duno..haahaa..do i sound mean?? no la..I'm sure u noe wad i'm trying to say.. den came the 4 yr old boy..aft realising that it was me..he kiss my hand with a smile..*melt* geez..

& so we waited for the body to be clean by those professionals..Aft some time, the body was brought out to the living room..

One of the aunties there..'hey..ask him, the little boy, to go out & see his grandpa for the last time..' & so he did..

I was just looking from inside the room where i managed to see him sitting with his auntie. I noticed, he started to rub his eyes..

& later he came in crying..& my sis hugged him & tried to console him.. Of course aft seeing him in that state, my sis too shed her tears.. I was there trying to control my emotions..haahaa i failed la..shit..I jux don wana cry..but these tears came rolling down my cheekz..

& this is where the real thing start.. the little boy was telling my sis, while he's crying, ' i luv grandpa, i luv grandpa.. wad hapen to him?'

At one moment he was saying that why his grandpa slept all the time.. & at the other moment he said granpa died.. & the one that really touched my heart was that he said, ' i luv grandpa, y he's no more..later granny got no company..'

Woah this part i really cannot take it.. my tears came rolling jux like that..like nobody business.. like no one can ever stop it from rolling down..

& we did came down to the cemetery.. & i was with the little boy.. he did ask a lot of qns that i really duno how to ans in an appropriate way.. he pulled my hand in order for me to bring him near the area so that he can see..

I've told him, ' he was just sleeping my dear..the only thing is he can only sleep here from nw on.. & one day we oso will hefta sleep here..'

Anything can just happen anytime any day..with GOD WILL..

and she speaks @ 00:14